Isolation is beckoning
As blindness seizes me
I run, I try to hide
But escape seems impossible.
Forever is nonexistent,
Tomorrow will never arrive.
I can feel the dripping beat
Pulsating through my veins.
I live for this madness
And feed off the insanity.
I listen to the hissing voice
Crafting unthinkable delusions
To manipulate my thoughts.
With nothing left to lose
Only insignificancy left to gain
I'll sit solitary in complete concealment
With nothing but own mind
Driving me to insane lunacy.
You vultured mercilessly around my already tattered heart.
Immobilized by wanting what I could not have,
I surrendered hungrily to your bittersweet chaos.
Needing you like a cripple needs a crutch,
Like a drunkard fiending for a drop of wine.
I would have traded my own life and soul,
For a mere taste of life with you.
Now time has passed and I've snapped out of the delusion,
Shook off the frenzied internal lust.
But now you say you desire only me,
Need me like I'm your last life line.
On your knees, you beg me to be with you.
I slam the door in your face,
Because I finally have the strength to turn you away.
And with words dr
Being bi is something that comes from inside your heart,
Not something inside a bottle of booze turned loose with some hardcore tunes,
Being bi is who you are,
Not an outfit your trying on,
Being bi is not a choice,
not a chance for popularity,
Being bi is loving both genders,
Not kissing your freinds to turn a few heads,
Being bi is being born that way,
Not being born straight or gay,
Being bi is being you,
Not kissing and feigning romance for social status.
Being bi is not a choice,
Not a choice for popularity,
Being bi is confusion,
Not knowing what you do is for kicks,
Being bi is about love,
Not about fun.
Being bi is a
I will describe myself in the words of beautiful Marilyn Monroe: “I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” “I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” “I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.”
Current Residence: Maryland Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Dance/Trance/Techno